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|Tuesday, April 25th, 2006|
|Thursday, April 20th, 2006|
My doggy ran away yesterday. She's already 10, she'd better find her way home soon. She's such ababy, she can't take care of herself out there. Poor Lucky.
Jessi makes me bid on stuff on ebay. I try to tell her no, but she even pushes the button for me..... Really.
|Wednesday, April 19th, 2006|
My right eye is twitching because I don't want to write these papers. Dammit.
|Tuesday, April 18th, 2006|
I got the highest grade in my class on paper II. Suck it, 94% bitches! Thanks to Kat proofreading for me like a pro ;)
It's pretty outside, not too hot. I walked to and from school today instead of taking the bus like a fatty.
I laughed SO hard in German today at the Russian kids trying to pronounce German stuff. They're fucking hilarious. I think Russians are inherantly hiliarous... at least when it comes to German classes.
Sushi tonight with my ILL nananana.
Delfy's getting all his college application stuffs in order. :)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so proud of him.
Steph and I had a good talk last night. Well, not necessarily good, because it was kinda crappy, but it was good to get everything out in the open. That's the only way to work things out. I miss her. It just sucks cuz we really are both slammed right now and won't have time to "get reaquainted" till school's out. Poop.
My last day of English class is Thursday. Last day.
55% on my statistics test. Shit. I could still possibly pull a B in that class though, if I get an A on the final. Maybe.
I miss my Heating Thingy. I've been listening to Panic! At The Disco all day cuz I'm having Heating Thingy withdrawl and won't get to see him till Thursday cuz of these stupid papers I have to write and he's going fishing early on Wednesday.
I have two papers to write that are due Tuesday. Hopefully it'll go like the last two and I'll end up getting awesome grades for crappy papers. Lightning probably won't strike twice though.
Drama of which I had to be the bearer of bad news to one of my best friends. Lame.
School's almost over, which means I'll soon have to move out and back home... which will be cool for about a day, and then I'll realize that I'm stuck there for the rest of the summer. Shit.
I spend too much money on ebay.
Im growing increasingly concerned about finding a summer job. If I have to go back to Jillians.... I won't. I'll be a bum. The end.
|Monday, April 17th, 2006|
|My weekend/ a few days before too...
Wednesday: Eric, Michael, Whitney, Trey, Kat, TOM, and Delfy all came over and we made spaghetti and it was awesome. I don't get to see Tom that much even though he lives across the street, basically, from me... and he let me talk to Hal, which was super fantastic because I hadn't heard his voice in a long time. He said "don't be a stranger, gimmee a call sometime", which was nice, because I do miss him, but I do realize that that was just a niceity he said because he was actually talking to me. ::sigh::
Thursday: Went to class, packed up all my shit and headed out to the car only to find.... SOME PIECE OF SHIT BROKE INTO MY FUCKING CAR AND STOLE MY STEREO! They had one of those tools that punches out the key lock, so now that's shot to shit on the passenger side, and they took a crowbar, I guess, to my stereo and pried it out. Sons of bitches. All this time that I have been living here in Atlanta, I have kept my head level on race issues even though one race in particular on the whole has been very exclusive towards me, and racist towards me right to me face, but I know that not all people of that race are like that. And, Im not psychic, I don't know for sure that it was someone of that race that broke into my car, but, judging from the area, it's a good chance that it was... which was the last straw for me. I'm not racist now, just... fed up with uncivilized bullshit. Fucking fed up. Fucking Atlanta. ANYWAYS! I then called 911 to report this, then had to wait oh.... around an hour and 45 minutes for the stupid police to arrive just to fill out a few papers and tell me there's nothing they can do about it, basically. Just to give my insurance the case number so they'll reimburse me... HAH! Like I have enough insurance that they'll cover this. NOPE! I get jack shit, and now my car will look permanently jacked up because it's not worth it to fix it.
Went home after the cops came, had dinner, watched TV, went to bed. The end of my miserable Thursday.
OH! AND PS- A FUCKING BEE STUNG ME WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE COPS. Icing on top of the stupid cake. Worst Thursday ever. Ever.
Friday: Dad woke me up at 8 to get going. We packed up the car, took the dog too and picked up my perscriptions, then went to go see my grandad (he lives in the alsymers ward of an assisted living place) and, as always, he didn't have much to say cuz he can't really talk anymore. We walked him around a little bit though, got hm some excercize before we left.
Then, we drove up 985 to our house tucked away up on a mountain, dropped off the dog, went to the Wal Mart to get my fishing license and some foodz0rz (hehe, dad bought me smirnoffs! But, he failed to see the humour in the bottle cap teeth... wierd)then went directly fishing. Cought nothing. Went home and I took a nap in one of the porch swings cuz it was a beautiful day, then my mom and brother drove up when they got off work and we had a big dinner and watched movies and went to bed to the sound of about a bajillion crickets and frogs and cicedas and whatnot.
Saturday: Got up around 9, ate breakfast, packed up our shit and headed out to... well shit, I can't remember the name of the place right now, but it had beautiful fishing creeks and a waterfall at the end of like, a 2 mile hike and whatever, so my dad and i went fishing for like, 3 or 4 hours while my mom and brother went hiking, we still didn't catch anything cuz there were about a billion rednecks out there too, for Easter weekend I guess, then we decided to go hike up to the waterfall, which was beautiful. We all met up and went back home, had dinner and watched movies. Beautiful.
Sunday: Got up around 10, cleaned the house, went to Grandparent's for Easterness. Ate too much. Played with the chickens and cows, then we drove home, to the grocery store, and Delfy came and picked me up at 6 to take me back to the dorms because he loves me >_< then we did laundry after having a quarter crisis because all the stupid change machines are always broken, Michael came and we had dinner with him and Kat. Good times.... excepting that I missed BOTH Desperate Housewives AND Grey's Anatomy. BOTH. I am NOT happy about this. Do you know how detrimental this is to me? I'm about to have a heart attack. Seriously. I must find out what happened.
|Tuesday, April 11th, 2006|
|So, tell me if this makes sense to any of you...
If the individual observations have the N(mu, theta) distribution, then the sample mean (x bar) of n independant observations has the N(mu, theta/ Square root of n) distribution.
Yeah. Cuz I have no idea and I'm about to go face my doom in.... 10 minutes.
I'm not even kidding.... I have been going to class, but this shit is so boring, no joke, I don't even know what theta is, numerically. I think it might be the standard of deviation of a set of data... but even if that was it... I DONT KNOW WHAT THE STANDARD OF DEVIATION IS OR HOW TO COMPUTE IT. This will be pathetic and possibly my demise.
Guess I'll just go get it over with.
|Monday, April 10th, 2006|
I have two papers due tomorrow. One of which is a revision of a draft I have already written, the second being a response paper to an article I haven't even read all the way through and have yet to think about. Both due at 11 am tomorrow morning. Both of which I should be doing instead of eating shrimp fried rice (I'm on a diet.... really... I'm doin it... this is the special chinese food potion of it) and looking through consumption junction all day. Don't ask me how I did those at the same time, it was extremely difficult, but I perservered.
So after I turn in these two papers, I have only two more papers left in that class, one of which is due next Thursday, along with a rough draft of the very laaaast ooone....... which is due finally on May 2nd. Poop. I'd better get that done before solar, I guess. No more of this last minute paper writing crap, that's killing me. Hopefully next semester, since I won't have any english classes, I won't have any papers to write, although I doubt that, seeing as I'll have a history class and Jessi always seems to be writing history papers. Lame.
I think that I'll walk to campus to burn off that shrimp fried rice... that's good, since I didn't go to the gym today like I should have/ could have, but didn't cuz I told myself I would work on those papers... which I have yet to do. Maybe while I'm out, I should invest in some caffeine pills, cuz it looks like it'll be an allllll nighter.
I left my rum at PT's.... godamnit PT and Keef... and Jen for that matter, you'd better not drink my rum. It was actually tasty in coke. I guess i just didn't like it when Kat tried to make it in a margarita... that was pretty nasty.
SO I know of at least one person that probably is not too happy with me right now... but oh well. I don't really know him anyways, and he shouldn't be saying shit if he doesn't want the truth to come out. I love my friends, and even if it means conflict ::cringe:: I'll step in if i can help.
This weekend is Easter weekend, so that means it'll be a good ole family weekend up at our house in the mountains. Maybe I can go fishing. That'd be cool. Catch me some big ole fishes, hehe. I need to go to church soon too. I miss it. I used to go every single sunday, and I used to go to bible studies during the week... play in the church orchestra... what happened? The faith is still there, I still pray almost every night, I just feel like I need to start going back to church... which is difficult considering that I'm usually hung over on Sunday mornings >_< We'll see.
Dinosaurs class at 5:30... so I suppose I should leave at like... 4:45 if I'm gonna walk. maybe 4:50ish. If I quit writing in here, I could probably finish my revisions before I leave. Here goes.
Do you think that you will only ever really fall in love with one person... THE person, in your lifetime? Or will there be multiple fallings in love?
I hope that there will be multiple ones, because falling in love is awesome.
I'm in love with my Heating Thingy.
We're in love.
I've never put the IN in there before... in front of love. It's super sweet though. That in adds a lot. In love. Huh.
Life is an adventure...
|Sunday, April 9th, 2006|
|Stole it from Ebaums World, but it was awesome, so here ya go
Two men are talking in the bar sharing their sob stories. One man says, "I had the worst Freudian slip the other day."
The other man responds, "What the hell is a Freudian slip?" "You know," says the first man. "It's when you mean to say one thing, but you say something else that reveals what you are really thinking about.
Like the other day I was at the airport, and this really sexy lady was helping me. Instead of asking her for 'two tickets to Pittsburgh,' I asked her for 'two pickets to Tittsburgh." The second replies, "Oh, now I know what you are talking about. It's like the other day when I was having breakfast with my wife. I wanted her to pass me the orange juice, but instead I said, 'You ruined my life, bitch!'"
OMG that party last night was awesome. Ya know the most awesome part about it? No hangover this morning, thank you very much. I think it's cuz I drank a good amount of water before I went to sleep. I've been neglecting to do that the last few times I drank.
I got to hang out with a few people I don't usually get to hang out with, which is cool. Namely That Bastard Paul Carrol. LOL, he's SO funny when he gets drunk. That sneaky sonofabitch :) Let's see... I ripped off PT's shirt Incredible Hulk style at one point... I went around with a bent bottle cap in my mouth growling at people cuz it looked like monster teeth... got laid 3 times :)... had a good talk with Trey, which I'm glad I got up the balls to do cuz I'm often too passive with things that I could help with... I only showed me boobs like... 2 or 3 times, so that's good :) AND! Michael wasn't there, which made me sad. And Jessi didn't quite make it, which made me upset more than sad, but sad nonetheless. AND! Whitney couldn't come with made me slightly confused because she's an adult... but whatev. Kinda helped clean a little bit this morning when we woke up, but didn't accomplish much, cuz there were no more trash bags :( And omg, Scott was there! But... I think I said about one or two sentences to him the whole time cuz he just kinda sat in the other room and watched movies... wierd.
AND! I have two papers due Tuesday that I should probably be working on right about..... now.
|Saturday, April 8th, 2006|
|Fill it out.... ya know ya wanna
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
7. Describe me in one word:
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
|Thursday, April 6th, 2006|
|Wednesday, April 5th, 2006|
|haha, I didn't copy the whole thing...
THIS is what my schedule will look like next semester (fall)...
So..... day #3 of the new diet. I'm hungry. I want some Varsity.... or some Quiznos or wingnuts. Do you know how crappy it is to live almost directly above a quiznos and a wingnuts, so you can smell it all the time, and be on a diet? bleh. I think I shall occupy my mind by going to the gym. Yes. That'll be good. Better than eating. Mayhap I'll eat a healthy snack of an apple or some carrots before I go.
|Tuesday, April 4th, 2006|
|Guess where I am!!!
If you said "in the FUCKING larc!" You would be a winner.
Your prize is a hearty THUMBS UP! LMFAO.
Last night my heating thingy came over and hung out with me for a while. I lovez0rz him so much, he's so cute and little! I just wanna kweez him! lol... enough of that. sorry.
So, today is day two of the diet. I'm dying already. I don't like diets. Why isn't it cool to be fat? I'd be da coolest >_< I didn't go to the gym yesterday like I shuold have cuz I was still sore from solar, but I'll go tomorrow and maybe Friday if I can... haha, after we head off too the all yuo can eat sushi buffet for lunch, hehe. That's not bad for me though, is it? Well, it won't be if I eat like, the nigiri instead of the rolls... just raw fish and rice can't be that bad for you.
Man oh man did my english teacher rip my paper apart. Good thing I Have until Tuesday to rewrite it... but then again, I also have to have a response paper written by Tuesday on the effectiveness of hypnosis as a therapy on an article I have yet to find. That's it. College is crap. I give up. Haha, speaking of giving up... I don't think that I shall be attending statistics today... eh, I may drop in just to make sure that the test isn't today... but even if it was, I may as well not go cuz I have no fucking clue what's going on in there. Haha, my statistics teacher is extremely extremely oriental, so it's really funny to hear him talk about arpha (alpha) dayyytaaaaaa (data) I guess that one's funnier ifyou hear him say it. He drags the word out for like, 10 seconds, I swear.
My Heating Thingy is coming over tonight to spend the night with me :) LOL, Frau said he looks like a thug when i showed her this picture of him http://community.webshots.com/myphotos?action=showPhoto&albumID=388318731&photoID=1534575329060686223&security=YbggIC He does look kinda scruffy tho...
I wish I had somewhere to lay out and get a tan. Im so pale my skin is transparant..... ;_;
|Monday, April 3rd, 2006|
|So this weekend was...
so so. Had its ups and downs. It's boring parts and.... more boring parts, lol.
Phleggie =/= Phleggie anymore. You may now address me as Lady Phleggie... or Lady Phennis if you prefer. Hehehe... idk what the fuck Im gonna do though. I feel very unsure about all this, I kinda know what Im doing, but not enough to really be very effective yet. But! I'll learn. Paul has been playing for about 40 years now, he can teach me, lol.
Im fucking tired and my left shoulder is SO sore! I dont know what I did! Fuuuuck!
Anyways, dinosaurs test tonight, over fossalized feces, stones, kidney stones, stomach stones, the anatomy of the hip and how it separates the different species of dinosaurs.....omg, i need to go study.
I miss my Heating Thingy, I hope he can stay the night tonight. He's so cute in his red makeup, too bad I can't really talk to him ;_;
So yeah... Im still exhausted from this weekend, so I shall go nap now.
ps- I wish there was a way I could help Amanda out. Too bad she wouldn't want it anymore.
|Wednesday, March 29th, 2006|
okay, now that iv got that out of the way...
Not much has been goin on. I had to be part of a group presentation on the Chinese economy today. I hadno idea I had such a problem with public speaking until I got up in front of the class and it was my turn to speak and i couldnt remember what i wanted to say, I got all queezy and my mouth started to salivate a lot and I couldn't pronounce anything right... it was bad. I almost started crying in the middle of it.
It was lame.
I just have to get through statistics and German tomorrow, and then I'm home free. My dad'll come pick me up from the dorms, take me home, I'll chill out, go pick up Kat and maybe Jessi tomorrow for sushi, hang out at the dorms till 50:50 shot starts around 7, then its OFF TO SOLAR! Hooray! I'm excited, I really wanna make a new character, a farie with a pink dagger, but im getting mixed signals on whether or not I could... maybe if it was made of rose quartz or something, but Kirsten said that maybe I wouldnt be able to start out with something like that, I'd have to get it ip, so maybe I could just like... have al ittle wooden dagger and just say I painted it pink? That's really all I want... the pinkness of it all...
But yeah, room inspections tonight. Lamez0rz. I hate those bitches.
And now.... I go and steal some brownie batter before I can no longer have it, cuz Im starting my diet next week ;_; It shall be hard, but I shall endure!
|Monday, March 27th, 2006|
|So we're down to the wire...
I really have to develope a better work ethic. I used to have a good one. Actually, I have a very good WORK ethic... I have a very bad study/read/learn ethic. I'll get it done though. Meh, I suppose it's only really a rough draft.
So i talked to my econ group today,well, one of them anyways, and i was like... what happened to the library yesterday?! and she was like... oh yeah, we didn't go. We're meeting today. That's fucked up. What if im fuckin busy today, huh?! Jebus, there's only 3 people in our group and we can't communicate. Thank God it's over on Wednesday.
Next year is my last year of not having to actually PICK what classes I want to take. O noes! Im growin up! That's it... I'm becoming the typical solar player... gotta get out of this college place, move in with a few more solar type peoples, get a crappy job, have parties at our solarhouse every weekend, start playing wow... what am I missing? Hmm. Yeah, I wanna be THAT kinda solar player. Not the kind that'll be in fucking college the rest of their life. That kind blows.
So yeah... I said I'd write more about that party... but when I sit down and think about it... I remember a good bit, but not a lot. It gets blurry. I hung out with Caitlen and Jess Cortum for the first time, I likie them. Caitlen is ridiculously nice. I'd like to see her upset. I think that would amuse me. And Jess invited me and the heating thingy to her wedding! How cute, I'll be there cuz it's like, walking distance from muh house >_< Haha, oh yeah, hung out with Whitney too... and some mormon missionary type people? Huh, don't ask. They came to lunch with us. It was awkward.
Ummmm, got to meet Bradley's girlfriend, I like her, but I think she was kinda intimidated or something cuz she was really quiet. Can't say I blame her. I started drinking around 8:15... continued driking till around 3 when I passed out on the couch with my heating thingy. Ummm, what else happened... I hung out with Michael for a good hunk of time, he's really cool, I wish we could hang out more. Actually, I've been meaning to make it over to Southern Poly for a while now to hang out with Big Mike, so maybe I can make a day of it and see Michael too. Ummmm, I found out that John Hannah knows my name, which I didn't know he did, so that makes me happy cuz everyone seems to love him... or his antics at least... I had a few important chats with Kat, I'm glad that I can REALLY talk to her, she's become one of muh bestest friends >_< What else, what else? Ummm, I made Paul Troy come, because I love him so much! I like to drink with him cuz he goes fuckin nuts when you get some alcohol in him :) I wish I woulda hung out with Whitney more though, I felt really bad cuz she left early because I think she felt like me and Caitlen ditched her for our menses. Sorry Whitney!!!
But anyways, yeah. I know a few holes were punched in a few walls, so that was really dick of whoever did that. I feel really bad cuz I didn't help clean up in the morning before I left, but o man, I was dying. If I didn't have the WORST hang over EVER, I would have totally picked up. I promise.
Ojebus I am so bored. It's Monday, so I'm at the larc, wishing that Steph got my text and will ditch whatever class she's in and come eat a SENSATIONAL SUB with me! I must take every single one of you at one point or another to sensational subs. Best fuckin subs IN THE LAND! But that's something a fatty would say... :) <3 fatties.
Someone ate my apples this weekend. I had three, took ONE with me on Friday, and on Sunday there were 0 left. Motherfucker. Those bitches owe me some godamnapples.
If you could be your dream career, what would it be? No limitations.
I'd be something fuckin sweet. Like... skydiving instructor to the stars. Or... the inventor of google or something insane like that. Independantly wealthy is my career of choice. I would be the owner of disneyworld. Or, maybe... a professional chocolate cake eater. A professional dare devil? That'd be sweet. I'd be that dude that sets himself on fucking fire! I'd be... a model. Or maybe... a rock star? Nah, prolly not, I wouldnt want that much fame. Iwould... give birth as many times as I can, pop em out left and right, and sell my babies on the black market for a million dollars a piece. Fuckin sweet. I'd get a million dollars every nine months! I wouldnt HAVE to have babies every 9 months then, just whenever I needed another million dollars! Hehe, oh, but I'd have a c section... dont want tha vajayjay to become flappy :)!!!
Scarily enough, the most feesable situation above is the baby one.... hmmmmmm.... what if this college thing really DOESNT work out..... hehehe. BABY DELFY'S EVERYWHERE! IT'D BE A FUCKING INVASION! lol. The world would soon become overrun with baby Carrie's and baby Delfy's. We would create an empire. Yessssss...